Lest we Forget

The Eleventh month..Of the Eleventh day..of the Eleventh hour

All fighting stopped..Every gun smoked, finally resting

All the tears fell..Every man holding hope, finally flourishing 

November 11th of every year we take time to remember our fallen Soldiers.

And Doctors,Nurses,Families,Parents,Wives,Husbands,Children,Sisters,Brothers,Uncles,Aunts,Cousins,

Best friends,Friends,Friends Friends,Acquaintances

Of those soldiers who have lost time from them

That they have given to us

I read a funny little quote that had its way w/ my smile..

"Freedom Isn't Free"

Its funny but true though isn't it?

Freedom isn't Free..We pay for it in every sense of the word,

Lives,Time,Money,Effort,Love,Families,Relationships,Motherhood,Fatherhood,Sanity..

So take time on this day and tip your hat to those people a little braver then us 

Who gave everything they had to give..lets give them what we can..Even if it does the deed no justice

Lest we Forget,

Let him Move on..

I used to keep him so close..Never far..I couldn't stand it when he was far

I can't stand it when hes far..But now I let him..Slip away from me

I can cry every drop in the ocean..I still have to keep my distance

I can say every hurt in my heart..I still have to stay away

I will fight back every tear..Bottle up every emotion..Stow away every affliction

Wince at every hate filled word..Tremble at all his sarcastic laughter..Distress at his bitter toned voice

Heart break and Heart breaking it couldn't matter more..for in the end..?

I'll stand far away from him..

3 Men in my life

I've always had a problem connecting w/ other women O_o

I just always say something that offends them O_o

Always

So the majority of people in my life tend to be..well Men

I have 3 very important Men in my life..

1.My Boyfriend >> Who I will refer to as many different things >> Shashank >> My favorite :">

2.My Bestfriend >> Who this blog was originally started for >> Rahul or Lahuul 

Last and Maybe the most important.. 

3.My Daddy >> "The only man a girl can always depend on" ;)

Now the problem and most likely the reason why so many sane women choose to spend most of their time with the same gender is because simply there is less.. jealousy? competition? 

At least I can say Thank the good Lord 1 and 2 don't know 3 :S Or else I would have a whole different set of..challenges >> Which may or may not include threat of violence -_-

But for now 1 and 2 are well acquainted and this..causes..moi to have a lot of control over how I distribute public affection :S 

If I write a status for My Boyfriend 

Then My Bestfriend feels like a third wheel :S

And If I write a status for My Bestfriend

My Boyfriend is hurt >> although hes very mature about it and tries not to show it :S

You can take this situation as a metaphor for everything else I do be it Pictures,Shares,Likes,Editing,Messages etc

But when it really gets bad :S is when their both on at the same time :S

Thats when I'm tempted to say I need to catch some Z's >> sleep

Even if its 9pm...

This is quite the balancing act..but I couldn't feel whole w/o any of them..

I wish I could just get both of them to understand..I Love them both so so much..

But neither of them has more importance then the other in my life

If Anything that place belongs to number 3..The man who loves me the most <3