I was looking for my sister one day..she hurt herself and I knew if her BF found out after the matter he'd be furious ~_~ so out I go hunting for him and I ping a boy I met a while back..His name was Rahul..Another Rahul >> I know at least 5 he asked me things I supposedly knew..
It often happens I forget people..yes its not good but non the less I do :P
Not because I know a lot of people but because I remember only things I care to
He was irritated because of course being forgotten is one of many peoples biggest pet peeves and I can tell you it definitely is one of his..
I started watching this boy trying to remember what it was I should have known..one day we were talking I was joking around..and the thing about him is hes very very good at hiding anger untill he feels threatened
As we were talking a girl decided to say something rude I >> +1'd it thinking she was joking as I was and I had a sudden need to leave so leave I did..As I checked back l8r I realized he said some horrible things..I scraped him immediately first to tell him I din mean what he thought and secondly to give him some things to think about..bt the way he apologized caught my breath..he sounded just like Alex >> my late friend
And I fell in love w/ him.. >> Rahul I mean.. But as I asked my sis he was in love w/ someone else so I kept my crush to myself
Then I got over him..and he was like a big brother O_o advice that revealed experience
Like a little brother a heart like a garden wanted tending
Its odd to feel all these things about somebody..but its as though hes so many different people
Then I started doubting if his sweet words were just a joke..everyone told me he felt more..
To stay away rather then feed him lore..
but I guess we only see what we want to ;) When he said "Luv u!" it wasn't a cute bestie thing any more..
When he said your beautiful it wasn't stating an opinion any more
And it broke me..He was My best friend..and I was his I couldn't ask for more..but he certainly did
It often happens I forget people..yes its not good but non the less I do :P
Not because I know a lot of people but because I remember only things I care to
He was irritated because of course being forgotten is one of many peoples biggest pet peeves and I can tell you it definitely is one of his..
I started watching this boy trying to remember what it was I should have known..one day we were talking I was joking around..and the thing about him is hes very very good at hiding anger untill he feels threatened
As we were talking a girl decided to say something rude I >> +1'd it thinking she was joking as I was and I had a sudden need to leave so leave I did..As I checked back l8r I realized he said some horrible things..I scraped him immediately first to tell him I din mean what he thought and secondly to give him some things to think about..bt the way he apologized caught my breath..he sounded just like Alex >> my late friend
And I fell in love w/ him.. >> Rahul I mean.. But as I asked my sis he was in love w/ someone else so I kept my crush to myself
Then I got over him..and he was like a big brother O_o advice that revealed experience
Like a little brother a heart like a garden wanted tending
Its odd to feel all these things about somebody..but its as though hes so many different people
Then I started doubting if his sweet words were just a joke..everyone told me he felt more..
To stay away rather then feed him lore..
but I guess we only see what we want to ;) When he said "Luv u!" it wasn't a cute bestie thing any more..
When he said your beautiful it wasn't stating an opinion any more
And it broke me..He was My best friend..and I was his I couldn't ask for more..but he certainly did
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